Norman

Norman is the main character of “Self Defense” by Samuel Wilkins.

As a teenager, Norman used to go raccoon hunting with his father (ll. 140-141), which indicates that he probably grew up in a rural area.

There is little reference to his outer characterization in the story, as Norman only mentions his “pale hand” (l. 68).

Norman’s inner characterization is constructed through his language, thoughts, and actions.

We first learn that Norman and Daniel intend to start a new life. Norman’s words suggest that he was hopeful at the beginning of their trip: “This was our trip to start anew – new life, new ways, no chains, and no obligations. The road was ours (…)” (ll. 4-5). This is also indicated by the fact that he begins to sing “Me and Bobby McGee” (l. 6), a country song about freedom on the road.

However, the song also tells the story of two lovers making their way to New Orleans, which is the first hint in the story that Norman has romantic feelings for Daniel. This is later developed in the story, as Norman states that, even if he always considered himself heterosexual, he bonded with Daniel in prison and loved him (ll. 41-45). However, he never said this to Daniel, which he regrets (ll. 41-45), suggesting that he possibly avoided admitting this to himself as well.

At the same time, Norman seems to have grown emotionally attached to Daniel, also because Daniel protected him in prison: “Daniel always knew I was his; he had picked me and stood up for me.” (ll. 43-44); “He handled situations so well. Much better than me.” (ll. 24-25). This also indicates that Norman is possibly younger and less aggressive than Daniel, as he was unable to defend himself in prison and now looks up to Daniel as a leader.

Although Norman loves Daniel and seems to be looking forward to their new life together, he avoids the possibility of them having sex:

‘What’s the first thing you want? Beer or sex?’
‘I was taken off guard and not exactly sure what he was getting at with regard to sex, but quickly responded nonetheless, ‘Beer.’       

This suggests that Norman is unsure of their relationship status outside of prison, or that he does not want to...